February 2012
1 post
January 2012
5 posts
I’ve lost a lot of friends these past few months, and I’ve been trying my damn near hardest to not lose any more. I know, I know, here I go with the passive-aggressive complaining, but what is tumblr if not a place for passive-aggressive complaining? So here I am- laying it on ya.
I’m being lied to. To my face sometimes. Most of the time I’m being lied to by people not...
December 2011
7 posts
November 2011
1 post
October 2011
1 post
September 2011
1 post
Decided to randomly check my Okcupid messages. Got the best one ever:
“you seem unstable. like id wake up in the middle of the night to you standing over my bed looking at me”
July 2011
2 posts
I’ve been feeling..less than super lately. Extremely less than super.
One could say I’ve been more depressed than I have been in a few months. I don’t know what’s come over me. I’m just…always sad.
Sometimes I find myself breaking away from reality and not even…thinking. Like I’m sure I have that far-away look that I get when I actually am...
June 2011
6 posts
I refuse to let myself travel down a road like this one again. Yes, this road is much better paved and much nicer to my car, but my car is still a rickety old one that’s bottomed out and running on empty.
I’m gonna pull over. Focus on my car for a little bit. Then maybe I’ll get back on the road.
Some guy on OkCupid told me his job is basically helping disabled kids. Well fuck. How do I not message you back now? Dammit.
Okcupid message of the day
“ok this is gonna sound weird but would you be interested in friends with benefits?”
Well, that depends. Are these friends with benefits cute? Will I be a third wheel on their dates? Will I be expected to also provide benef…oh…thats not what you meant? Oh.
Sometimes it makes me giggle when I look around my room and realize how many things I actually kept from ex-boyfriends and they did NOT give me as gifts. I feel bad a little bit…not really.
Nope. I don’t feel bad.
“I am not always crying- I am just thawing outside the line.”
– Andrea Gibson
May 2011
12 posts
Finally able to enjoy my basement. That can only mean one thing….I have no excuse to not go job hunting now.
It’s my last Thursday in college. All done with finals. Nothing to worry about. Time to get dressed up and hit the bar! I cant wait to get dru—-ZZZZZZZZ.
Yes. I think the best way to celebrate my last Thursday in college is by passing out. Well done, me.
my tumblr will be like a twitter for longer...
Message I just got on OkCupid: “hey listen i dont want to seem upfront, you wanna get coffee sometime?”
If you think you might seem upfront if you say something, then yes, you probably seem upfront.
Also, I am assuming that by “upfront” you mean forward, but I’m willing to overlook that.
Why, yes, I did just answer a question for my homework with this:
”Well, I agree that of course semen and saliva are sticky and just…stick to everything and don’t go away and it’s all slimy and stuff, but its not necessarily a bad thing! “
Four Years of Chaos
So this is going to be one of those really tedious long posts so I’m going to warn you beforehand. I have just randomly decided to make a photo blog of my four years of college. Not everything will be in order though I’m gonna try really hard- I just can’t remember everything! But it’s going to be a long LONG photo blog, and if you’re not interested in my life I would...
Random good thing about graduating college:
I will never have to shower in these showers again. Oh my god these are the only showers that actually make me feel dirtier AFTER I shower. And the curtains! Oh god the curtains! THE CURTAINS ARE THE WORST.
I have NO good memories in these showers. Even sex in these showers, all I’m left with now is —WHAT WERE YOU THINKING? DO YOU KNOW WHAT...
Today was officially my last day of classes. Ever. In my life.
So naturally as I walked from class to class I tried to remember everything about it. This is the last time you’re going to make this walk….This is the last time you’re going to sit in this seat and listen to this man speak!
But as I walked back to my dorm from my last class- This is the last time you’ll...
April 2011
1 post
Oh dear god! Get over yourself. So what I don’t like you anymore? I don’t know if I ever really liked you, but you sorta just forced yourself in there. You’re like a leech. Go away!!
I don’t think you realize you have a girlfriend and its NOT me, and I never wanted it to be me. you’re right. I didnt ask you for more than what you gave me because I didn’t WANT...
March 2011
3 posts
Dear ex boyfriend (you know who you are)
I hate your guts, you smell, you were a rotten boyfriend, and after we broke up I blew two of your darling magician friends. and they LOVED it.
tons of love,
me
What did I achieve in my four years here?
Have I ruined myself?
No just no no no no.
February 2011
1 post
I’m falling into an unhealthy pattern of only blogging when in extremes. Right now I’m in extreme….numbness, I suppose. I’m majorly confused with the drastic turns my emotions have taken since I’ve come back from Greece. Or shall I say, Italy. Greece didn’t really do much for me. The experience was a fantastic one, and helped me learn a LOT about myself, but...
January 2011
2 posts
I just kinda need to write about the amazingness that is my life right now. I joined a sorority, and I absolutely adore my sisters. I got a tattoo, something I always wanted to do and never knew if I had the guts. I had my first ever surprise party in Italy with all my family, and I’ve been happier than I’ve ever been before.
I love my work friends to pieces. They are a great group...
this is a message i sent to my cousin explaining...
Yeah, I can’t believe the weekend I had. It was completely out of this world amazing. I cried like a baby when I came back to the Athens hotel yesterday because I wanted to get right back on a plane to Italy. I’m pretty sure I’m gonna stay there for a few months this summer, or atleast one. I think I’m gonna try to start a singing career there cause it’s a lot easier...
October 2010
2 posts
Dear brooklyn house you deserve more than a haiku so I will give you a few lines of unpunctuated feeling and tell you thank you. Thank you for letting me sneak boys over. Thank you for letting me cry against your walls. Thank you for letting me laze about your rooms. Thank you for letting me sing to your ceilings. Thank you for being dirty. Thank you for being clean. Thank you for showers alone...
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maybe i can just
close my eyes and wish it all
far away from here